125 days

I'm so mad. So so so so so mad. You're in Europe right now and it was supposed to be our first experience together. But now you've "tarnished" that whole Europe experience with some not-so-good ones, I don't want to go there anymore. Let's just not have a getaway anywhere anytime anywhen. HMPH.

I refuse refuse refuse refuse to go anywhere already. Unless you plan on convincing me or dragging my ass to some beautiful country and make it the best experience any girl can ever get, don't even think about going anywhere anymore.
HMPH.

And no, material things do not make me happy for long.
HMPH.


I want surprises :'(

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On a side note, I used to do the usual 'keeping count' of the time we'd spent together, but this time it's different. I'm actually counting down to the days that we'd officially be together.
I can't wait for all these to end; the waiting, the seeing-me-off-to-the-staircase moments, the goodbye hugs and kisses.. 

Countless of times where I've been so mad that we're not married yet cos I can't cuddle you close in my arms and smell the lingering scent of cologne on your neck. Though I'm pretty sure there's tons of things I'm gonna miss when we get married too, I seriously can't wait for our big day to come. 

Preparations are going a little slower than expected, but I'm not complaining. Things are pretty okay I guess? I do foresee July and August to be hectic cos we need to prepare for many things. Then comes the headache.

Whatever it is, I'm so glad we're doing this together.

I'm back!

Wow. Happy New Year to all! It's been about 5 months I suppose? Many things have happened so far. Okay I'm going straight in on this. Haha! Looks like I've got tons to update on.

I just made chilli crab, for one, and dare I say, it's quite good. Haha! Well Hadi ain't complaining, so why should I?

Over the past few months, it was quite a rollercoaster for me. I shan't mention the unfortunate incidents, but let's just say it's gonna be over in a few months :) Also, I've finalized on a few of the wedding stuffs! I'm super stoked and I can't wait to get more things done! Most of all, I can't wait to get married.
A brand new year, a brand new name for myself. CHEY!

I still have to keep a lookout for great deals for my honeymoon in December too. I really have no idea how to go about doing this. I mean, I've never really been out of the country. Let alone been on a flight, and I'm so nervous just thinking about it.

Anyway, on top of all these, I've yet to start on my second semester in school. I'm rather nervous to start because of the long holidays that I'm having now. I just fear for my momentum when I'm back in school. Like, how long am I gonna take to leave the holiday mood behind? I wouldn't know now, would I?

Somehow I foresee a stressful few months ahead prior to the wedding. Wait, what am I talking about? It IS gonna be a stressful time! Getting married in October is no joke. My exams would be around the corner, if I'm not mistaken.

For now, let's just enjoy the relaxed time I have on my hands and get a headstart on a few things. My list, for example. My list of things that has to be done for the wedding. Oh boy.

Here we go.
Wish me luck :)