125 days

I'm so mad. So so so so so mad. You're in Europe right now and it was supposed to be our first experience together. But now you've "tarnished" that whole Europe experience with some not-so-good ones, I don't want to go there anymore. Let's just not have a getaway anywhere anytime anywhen. HMPH.

I refuse refuse refuse refuse to go anywhere already. Unless you plan on convincing me or dragging my ass to some beautiful country and make it the best experience any girl can ever get, don't even think about going anywhere anymore.
HMPH.

And no, material things do not make me happy for long.
HMPH.


I want surprises :'(

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On a side note, I used to do the usual 'keeping count' of the time we'd spent together, but this time it's different. I'm actually counting down to the days that we'd officially be together.
I can't wait for all these to end; the waiting, the seeing-me-off-to-the-staircase moments, the goodbye hugs and kisses.. 

Countless of times where I've been so mad that we're not married yet cos I can't cuddle you close in my arms and smell the lingering scent of cologne on your neck. Though I'm pretty sure there's tons of things I'm gonna miss when we get married too, I seriously can't wait for our big day to come. 

Preparations are going a little slower than expected, but I'm not complaining. Things are pretty okay I guess? I do foresee July and August to be hectic cos we need to prepare for many things. Then comes the headache.

Whatever it is, I'm so glad we're doing this together.