europe.

Can't wait for a beautiful honeymoon with you ♥

dream guy.

You've always asked me why you're perfect for me.

Dated: 28 Feb 2010
"I want a boy who can understand me and satisfy me and make me happy everyday. One who'd surprise me with sweet things that he can think of. One who'd take me wherever I want. One who'd support me in whatever I do. One who'd let me be free whenever I want. One who'd know everything about me and still accept me for who I am, and not what I am. One who's hot and when we walk, people would turn heads to see this hot young couple who are made for each other. One who'd dare call me his own in front of whoever he meets. One who'd make me laugh when I'm down. One whom I can see a future with. One who'd look at me in the eye and tell me I'm beautiful when I'm at my most unglam moment. One who'd sing nicely to me and make me go weak. One who'd be there for me whenever I want him to be.

The ONE for me.

Now that'd be nice.

Is that too much?
I think so too. sigh.
Dream guy, come my way quick."

*****

Gosh. I didn't even realize I prayed for you back then. I came across the above post as I was looking through stuff that I wrote before.

God has answered my prayers.

You're everything that I wanted. You're my dream guy.

Forever & always, Hadi.

My Present & Future

You'd do anything for me. You'd make me the happiest girl in the world.
That I am :)

Thank you. I'm really grateful to have you as my boyfriend.

You know, when I told you how happy and touched I was when you said you'd do anything for me, I cried, thinking how lucky I am to be yours. Then I cried again, cause I imagined for a split second what life would be like without you. I couldn't continue imagining. I wouldn't want to know how it'll be like, cause I'd never want my life to be without you.

A scene from "Wedding Crashers" made me think; the widow was crying so bad cause she lost that one person she truly loved. Then Owen Wilson said that he's not ready to lose Rachel McAdams yet. He was a wreck without her and he couldn't stop thinking about her. I know it's just a movie, but honestly, movies do make sense too. Even when it comes to romance.

I'm not ready to lose you. You are my present and future and I can't imagine of a world without you. I am a wreck without you and I'm sure you've seen that before.
With my all, I love you Nur Muhammad Hadi. There's no other I could ever ask for.
You're a dream come true.

Restless

Soothe me with your voice & run your fingers through my hair.
Look me in the eye and kiss me softly, with tender loving care.